I am like either totally unlucky or a very bad teacher. It seems i'm only left with one tuition kid. The other 2 spoilt brats manage to convince their mum i guess to cancel the tuition. LOL well, i'm certainly not sadden by it. I just think i'm not spending my time productively. I wanna take courses in language, but i can't find a good language sch at the moment. i wanna take japanese, korean, german, if anyone knows where to find such a school, pls recommend.
i'm also currently lookin for a job for a mth, or gettin some more tuition jobs if possible. But with the exams so near, i doubt its possible. sigh.... i need to do something, start a blog shop maybe. i wonder if anyone would buy what i make LOl. i guess i gotta look up courses now or something. well gotta spend time productively.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
BAD DAY
Today is a really bad day for me. In the morning, i receive a call from the tuition agency saying that my services are no longer required at the florida condo. i was like... ... ... ok. So since i did not have to go in the evening to give tuition, i went to meet dee for karoke and the nyp thingy.
It was bad, really bad. D and E can really sing very well, i felt really inferior, and the fact that i can't remember japanese or english songs at all. i really cannot sing without lyrics, and the lyrics that came out were all in japanese and i didn't understand at all. And wat i dun noe, i dun like. so basically i was really emo and cold angry. Another thing that kind of got to me is after we left and went to NYP. D just left me there for over an hour guarding the seats and her bag as she went off to meet her friends. she knew almost everyone there, and so she just went off... and me ... i was thrown to one corner. this also proves that i have very little friends who like cosplay.
The one thing i hate most is to be thrown to one side and being lonely. i really really hate day and D has done this to me everyear.
Then there's b'day woes. my invitations are not sent out yet. i don't think i can get decorations and i still have the doorgifts as well as halal food nt prepared yet. i'm totally screwed.
I reallly dun mind doing all these for some other party, but i just can't do it to myself. one thing i really had hoped was that someone celebrates my birthday for me, and spare me the agony. Oh and Y i have been so emo lately, is most prob becos of the breakup of frens. something really broke that day and i really can't fix it. the thing that broke is like a control cap.
haiz i dun wan sae liao, make me more ... only
It was bad, really bad. D and E can really sing very well, i felt really inferior, and the fact that i can't remember japanese or english songs at all. i really cannot sing without lyrics, and the lyrics that came out were all in japanese and i didn't understand at all. And wat i dun noe, i dun like. so basically i was really emo and cold angry. Another thing that kind of got to me is after we left and went to NYP. D just left me there for over an hour guarding the seats and her bag as she went off to meet her friends. she knew almost everyone there, and so she just went off... and me ... i was thrown to one corner. this also proves that i have very little friends who like cosplay.
The one thing i hate most is to be thrown to one side and being lonely. i really really hate day and D has done this to me everyear.
Then there's b'day woes. my invitations are not sent out yet. i don't think i can get decorations and i still have the doorgifts as well as halal food nt prepared yet. i'm totally screwed.
I reallly dun mind doing all these for some other party, but i just can't do it to myself. one thing i really had hoped was that someone celebrates my birthday for me, and spare me the agony. Oh and Y i have been so emo lately, is most prob becos of the breakup of frens. something really broke that day and i really can't fix it. the thing that broke is like a control cap.
haiz i dun wan sae liao, make me more ... only
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
LOL
LOL i feel the stress... haha i am ordering the contacts for my group mates of the vampire knights group, but its stressful when there is a time limit to fulfill but they are all not online........ HOW... looks like i have to just wait for them to come online... sorrie sophia... >.< its not my fault!!!
LOL takuma ichijou is 183cm and he looks like a stick.... i'm screwed .... as you can guess... yes i am cosplaying him for EOY. here's a pic (to the left)
Argh... wat am i going to do... T.T then the people in my group are all so thin and young.... i feel....so.. out.. haiz...
i'm trying to lose weight but i can't seem to keep to a diet, but i run everyday so hopefully that will help. LOL
My birthday is comin *YES* haha i'm kind of excited
pls reply whether u r comin, and the party will most likely start around 6.30pm
haha there's the theme of gothic/ vintage too(^.^)
heeee i didn't mention it in the email or invitation card but there is forfeit if u dun keep to the theme. LOL
i better go make a goth dress for michiko as well ahaha
Thursday, July 10, 2008
changin my life???
Today was an extremely busy day. I was cleaning my room in the morning, printing my invitation cards in the early afternoon, giving tuition in the later half then rushing off for a Uni gathering.
The kids whom i'm tutoring are SO busy, they have a tutor for almost every subject as well as school supplementory lessons. i don't recall myself being so busy studying at that age... hey! does that mean i'm old then !!!!!
In the morning i did something really dumb! i wrote a message thru email to a girl i admired asking whether we could be friends. However now that i think about it, i think my message was really really dumb and i can only hope she doesn't take me as a stalker LOL.
In the evening, me and some uni frens went to eat at cineleisure, we went to this place called chicago steakhouse. it was rather posh. The food was good thou
haha and here are some pics taken last night
heeeee... doesn't everything look deliicious!!!!
haha ok signing off now...
The kids whom i'm tutoring are SO busy, they have a tutor for almost every subject as well as school supplementory lessons. i don't recall myself being so busy studying at that age... hey! does that mean i'm old then !!!!!
In the morning i did something really dumb! i wrote a message thru email to a girl i admired asking whether we could be friends. However now that i think about it, i think my message was really really dumb and i can only hope she doesn't take me as a stalker LOL.
In the evening, me and some uni frens went to eat at cineleisure, we went to this place called chicago steakhouse. it was rather posh. The food was good thou
haha and here are some pics taken last night
heeeee... doesn't everything look deliicious!!!!haha ok signing off now...
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Long time no c
Heyz, i'm back, it's been an extremely long time since i updated my blog. The past few weeks have been chaotic to not say the least. There was so much shoppin being done and all. I bought a Goth dress as well and wore that to cosfest which ended last sunday. Surprisingly, i did not find myself enjoying cosfest as i thought i would. Maybe i overexpected some stuff. and for some reason i find myself wanting to cosplay. SO i decided todae that i would take dee's advice and do Vampire Kinght. she right to say that i do not need to wait for her, so at EOY this year, i'll do either kaname or his "right hand"/ vice ichijyo. (^.^)
oh, i forgot to add that i have a new addition to the family, she's called Michiko. (^.^) here are some pics of her ( sorry that they are so dark, i had to take them with my hp cam)
Isn't she preety!! (^.^) Thxs to dee for helping me get her. she's a domuya one standard edition Fay.
oh, i forgot to add that i have a new addition to the family, she's called Michiko. (^.^) here are some pics of her ( sorry that they are so dark, i had to take them with my hp cam)
Isn't she preety!! (^.^) Thxs to dee for helping me get her. she's a domuya one standard edition Fay.
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